The spiritual path is not easy. It’s the hardest thing you will ever do in your life, but what I find most people doing is gathering up “nice” feeling rituals and going out with friends and deeming it a healing. It’s not. Healing is burnt work, and very heavy lifting. It’s purging, crying, and being completely disoriented and confused. This is because the ego has a very strong hold on us, it is not going to easily die by placing your hand on your heart and decreeing peace. In fact that’s what most unhealed people want you to believe. If a healer does not activate some deep ugly stuff for you to look at I would question the healer. A true healer will clear the darkness so you can find your internal medicine. You have light buried under that darkness!
What I have discovered on the Twin Flame journey is that no matter how divine the love is the Wetiko (dark sinister energies) will constantly seek a hole in your etheric shield to create an energetic implant/pattern that will distort this high vibrational love. None of us are immune to this, it’s because we each chose to come as LOVE to bring the light into darkness. All of us fell in consciousness because of our pure hearts.
Along the way many of use have fallen deep in the darkness. All of us have split from our original selves and are seeking a way back to this remembrance of pure love.
Realize that if it’s hard right now on your path that it’s time to find the ease. Nothing in our life is meant to be hard. If it’s not flowing let it go. If it isn’t working move away. We have been taught to fight and work hard. That’s a human control concept. What I have discovered the more authentic I was with what I wanted in my life and held my stance in that truth was when Spirit brought me ease. I had to get out of my people pleasing mentality and into self love. I had to fight for my TRUTH and not someone else’s idea of what and who I was to them or to a situation. I had break many hearts as I moved deeper into my calling and lost many friendships.
Have you noticed that you don’t always know why you are doing something you just know you HAVE to do it. When you begin to merge your inner masculine and feminine energies and begin to work from your internal world, your choices and the ability to logically explain your choices to others soon lose it’s mindful rationale that you might as well just stay quiet. When this happens you know your higher self is fully in the driver’s seat AND you have finally surrendered the wheel of your life over completely!
Everything from our childhood (by excusing the imagination) from our imaginary friends, to the internal dialogue, our systems sweeps these experiences under the carpet. You as a child was your most awakened state, this is why the healing you are doing will take you back to that innocence, back to the imagination which is in fact your third eye and the window into the unseen world. Yes your imaginary friend is real, in another dimension. Yes what you felt and experienced as a child was real. It’s that magical!
Twin Flame energy is HIGHLY HEALING and you will feel ACTIVATED immediately in their presence and not by the words they speak either. It’s not a mind game of chatter, you wouldn’t even need words because you will feel it. You won’t have to sit and listen to them speaking and explaining things. It reminds me of the preacher in front of a pulpit preaching the word of god, it’s really makes me laugh. Use your intuition, your gut is telling you something. You will FEEL THE LOVE immediately you don’t have to listen to a sermon!
When you pity yourself for feeling the way you do about a situation not being “right” or “fair” because of how it affects another person you are immediately giving your power away, and those who are unconscious, or who lack emotional intelligence will feel justified when you give them that power and you will feel depleted…and the cycle continues.
Let’s remember that Shiva was completely enlightened and discouraged any frequency that did not match this state of consciousness to use this plant. There is good reason for this advice. When you reach a place of being a clear, fully healed, unblocked vessel for the Universe to work through you, you would no longer have any form of attachment. Meaning you could smoke Cannabis if you wanted to shift your consciousness however it wouldn’t be necessary as you would already have those abilities.
I have dedicated my life to serving humanity, the planet and all sentient beings by going into the darkness to find the medicine. My evolution is your expansion, and when you grow so do I! In my spare time I enjoy playing/singing, and writing music, travelling, being near the water. I also enjoy spending time with my 2 children.